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Stubbornly Misplaced Ingratiation

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In hindsight I will say this,
I went always beyond her expectations,
However not in the exact direction I knew she demanded,

She wanted her outward beauty,
Her curvatures coveted totally and always,
I knew she wanted no sycophant simply following along behind .

So I complimented the workings of her  mind,
For the sexiness and creativity I found always therein,
For men by the score constantly fed her vanity on bended knee.

She didn’t want or appreciate any of those things which I gave,
Mostly treating me with indifference or a passing glance,
Which was little deterrence, for inside I knew.

I knew though she quelled it, she also nonetheless relished  it,
She enjoyed those things, but wouldn’t admit,
Protecting her heart, she armored it.

While she never gave me even the slightest single little sign,
I carried on in my most stalwart fashion,
Maybe it didn’t even register.
Couldn't find any sort of inspiration or creativity today. So I went into the archives for this one. 

Wow, I know that people usually don't want you to put negative comments on a piece. Personally I would rather that you (you god damned know who you are ladies) would post your negative insights under 'comments' so that everyone can see what I deal with. That is the only way you will be heard, because I will from this point on be arbitrarily deleting your notes. Yes I am a shamanistic a-hole, and I don't know why some people appreciate my work, and no I won't stop. Quite harassing me every time I post something touching on the complex nature of the relationship between men and women.  
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LaurenIpsome's avatar
Sounds like my ex. Well, minus the looks. Her ego needs a constant supply of praise, sans reciprocation. Sometimes, we merely cannot be heard.